jõhvi

azza krt.
võib juhtuda, et ma pean reedel jõhvi sõitma. üksi.
veelkord. azzakrt.
järjekordne eneseületus. kui ma tõesti pean minema.
intervjueerima venekeeles objektijuhi kandidaate :))
venekeeles. sellega saab nalja :)
aga muidugi enne pean ma sinna saama. mnjah. pole nii pikka tretti ja võõrasse kanti sõitnudki :s
ja nüüd läheb nii paganama ruttu pimedaks. pimedas küll ei tahaks sõita :s

mnjah.

-> results (appraisal 26 10 07)

3h feedback.
from them to me and from me to them.
vice versa.

ofcourse i knew that i will pass.
but to hear what my co-workers, supervisors think about my perfomance turning this 4 months, its bit scary and uncomfortable. im not very good to handle critic though its better to know mistakes to improve perfomance than to make same mistakes over-and-over and keep thinking that everyone is pleased...
anyway. i got pleanty of good words about my work, my skills of inteviewing candidates, my communication skills, my capability to intagrate to team. according to my supervisor, i learn very quickly.
summary - they are pleased!
and i am pleased!

though. theres room for improvments also. i admit. i have to take time and be more precise with different kind of raports or important documents. jes, this has been my problem - i control, but not enough..

so. excpectations are high for the following period. no rest or easy breathing time. with all power strickly forward.

its bit scary. again.
will i manage? sure. i will. i have to. simply as that!

wrong fence.
mayby i should try to open an other one ...

That Night by Clara Hill (Jazzanova)

my idea of a perfect first date:

...Instant chemistry
Something like spiritual connection
You felt it too
Thats why your body came in my direction...

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...jah..mul ON mida vanaduspõlves, kiiktoolis õõtsudes meenutada..
selle loo sõnumiga tulevad kohe eriti meelad/meeldivad, sensuaalsed, positiivsed mälestused meelde.
ilus.
im pleased!

värdi ära värise

26.oktoobri hommikul arendusvestlus (katseaja lõpu vestlus).
ja ma põen pisut.
:)
kummaline.
pole ise kunagi teisel-pool lauda istunud.
kindlasti saan nii kriitikat kui ehk ka kiitust ..:)
aga tõepoolest. ma kardan pisut..:s
..ja see on huvitav tunne, mida enne pole kogenud..

njah.

tervetuloa to the real-world.
mrx oli siinse kõrval ikka krdima liivakast :)

elunõme nädal!
algas s***sti ja ei saa senimaani sest maigust lahti...

bööböötöö

paistab, et otse uule tööle asumine, ilma põgusagi puhkuseta, hakkab end vaikselt tundma andma..kett hakkab maha jooksma :s
ääretult s*** ajastus!